Let the rain fall down .

You made me smile today :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009♥

I'm smiling again because of him . He can make me smile no matter what situation I'm in . It's like a breath of fresh air when I'm talking to him, he made my world so much brighter than before . I don't know how to explain this feeling but he just makes me feel loved & makes me feel like that, there's no need to compare with others & just be happy with what you have . & for that I thank him so much because now I got more confidence in myself than ever . When I talk to him, there are : no more problems, the darkness in me is lfited, my soul is lighter than ever from other craziness, I smile more & laugh more with him . I don't want him to leave . I just want him to continue being my good friend :) for that I'm very happy . I'm so ever lucky to have him as my good friend :D

- you don't let something go unless you really want it -

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

The stars lean down to kiss you .

♥

hold me closely don't let me go,

or else I'll fall then can never get up again,

as cause you broke my heart so easily;

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

This song is super awesome man ! Simone introduced this song to me & its awesome ! It's called Vanilla Twilight by Owl City . WOW ! :D I'm starting to really like Owl City :) first it was their song called Fireflies & now its Vanilla Twilight ;) I wonder what other awesome songs do Owl City have installed for us to listen ? HEH :) also I've started to like Straightjacket Feeling by AAR & One Time by Justin Bieber the awesome young singer :D OH my gosh I sound like I'm obsessed with every singer in this universe . LOL ! :D Haha !

One Time - Justin Bieber
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

AAR - Straightjacket Feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath its stacking up
Etched with marks but i can deal
And your the problem and you can't feel

Try this on straight jacket feeling
So maybe i wont be alone
Take back now my life your stealin

Yesterday was over
Today im fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all i ever thought youd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
With a list of others
You dont make sense
Beg me time and time again
To take you back now but you cant win
Take back now my life your stealin

Yesterday was over
Today im fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all i ever thought youd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

But today im fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
Im holdin on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
Just the thought of you i fear
Ripples away

Yesterday was over
Today im fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all i ever thought youd be
That face is tearing holes in me

But today im fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
Im holdin on by letting go of you

WOW :D ITS SO AWESOME MAN xD

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City (LISTEN LISTEN) :D

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I'm speechless for what's happening now .

♥

Yap Li Min & Megan Ho :)

HELLO ;D
Got back from church & lunch one hour ago :) so after I got back from church, I just went into my room & started cleaning it . I dono why I did that but still yeah, I started cleaning & now I'm half way through it cuz I'm lazy to continue & now sitting here in front of the computer facebook-ing & blogging ;) HEH . So lets see, hmm .. OH YES :D Church service today was super awesome man ! They got Dr. John with us today to talk about looking or reading the Bible in a different . Also teach us to give unusual reactions to Jesus ;) It was niceee ;D Plus, also today church was on full house as cause now on Sunday its just one service only . So now church starts at 10am instead of 9am & it has more people (:

So after church service, we ate lunch & also celebrated Loyld's birthday (okay I seriously dono how to spell his name, forgive me if I'm wrong . I'm so sorry). then we ate lunch & cake, talked for awhile then chao-ed :) & overall, church was awesome today :D I felt happier than ever ! x)

& now, I'm sitting in front of the computer blogging & doing other stuff as well & thinking how to get rid of the thrown rubbish from my room ;) heehe x) see you people !

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS ;D

I feel slighty different when I'm talking to you . It's like there's another you in your body & person that I usually know . & surprisingly I like that, it's a lil weird but it's nice . Sometimes when we talk I'll be thinking like, 'is this the person I know ?' or like, 'what did you do to my original friend ?' I dono . I just feel like you're different when talking to me . Like, nicer than usual you could say . & I've recently noticed that I'm starting to like to talk to you more ;)

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I can be your melody, oh girl I can write you a symphony .

Friday, November 27, 2009♥

Do you know how many things haven't you told me ?
I wanna at least know the things you're going through right now like how you used to tell me everything last time . It's like our friendship is growing to become further & further apart . When I see others with their friendship & all going so well I suddenly think, what happened to us ? I want that feeling again . I don't want this feeling anymore . Makes me feel like you're far far away from me & never coming back ):

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

When the roof caved in, and the truth came out .

Sunday, November 22, 2009♥

God of my forever & forever I'm with You .

Your sacrifice redeemed my soul .

HELLO ;D GOOD AFTERNOON PEOPLE !

Emerge is here alre ! Okay actually it started on Friday night but I went on Saturday night last night :) WOW ! It was super awesome man ;D Pastor Kong was there to preach the word of God & he did it superbly ! It was so touching to me together with all the worship songs . The place felt so nice there, so calming like nothing else is around me :) I just felt like there were no more worries . WOW . I was so happy there ;D Haha ! But sadly I din go this morning & also I can't make it for tonight finale cuz I have ANOTHER wedding to attend to . Lol :)

Anyway, Appreciation Day was yesterday & I din get to take any pictures there because I was all over the place man ! Also I was SCARED TO DEATH BY SINGING ON STAGE MAN ! OH MY GOSH D; But I got over it thanks to all the support from my friends ! :) I love to thank the whole class of girls especially Joy , Liteng & Jolene for supporting me fully man . Also the guys ofcourse :) wouldn't forget them too . Overall, I was super happy ytd ! Everything went perfectly & I also LOVEEE TO THANK THE LORD FOR GIVING ME THE COURAGE & STRENGTH TO SING ON STAGE ;D He gave me my one dream ytd, which was to sing on stage & perform well ;) but I'll post up the pictures that I took after when I was at home okay ? See you . God bless you ! :D

EMERGE KL 2009 ! :D

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

Untitled .

Tuesday, November 17, 2009♥

It used to be a happy time when I was with you . It used to be just you & me and nobody else . Just the both of us happily talking as friends . & I love that . Trust me I really did love that :) but then later on I noticed that you started to have feelings towards me & I don't know how to reply to that . I really don't know . I'm sorry ):

Hello ;D
Today school was fine & kinda boring & SLEEPY D; dono why lah . But these few days I just really don't feel like coming to school because also its the last week of school alre :) so its kinda like good & bad . Plus, I'm really lazy to blog man ): sorry people . But I'll try to update more about myself & what's happening in my life lately okay ? ;) OKAY ;D I'm off to finish my Physics essay about Nikola Tesla & his inventions ;D night people ! :) God bless you (:

To A :
You came back to me & started talking to me again :) & for that I thank you ! I really missed you A . Seriously . Now you're here again by my side & talking to me & is able to make me happy & smile again . I missed you A ;) loving you by my side again .

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I've teared after you left my side .

Monday, November 16, 2009♥

The day where I let you go,

Is the day where I pull you back into my arms again .

HELLO ;D

Okay, I'm seriously bored man . Was suppose to call the boyf but didn't yet cause I wanna finish this post first bout the wedding on Saturday night ;D

Just pictures for now should ne good enough as I'm lazy to type out the whole story ;) HAHA.

Megan : I'm dreaming of you, You, & YOU :D

Group picture ! Which is also known as Picture of the Day :D

Ling (L)

Haha . Me with the retarded face on that night as I was a lil hyper I guess ? :D

Okay . Well guess that's all the pictures I can get for today . Because the stupid photobucket thingy got problem again . Haih . Nvm lah . I'll get the rest of the pictures the next day or some other day when I'm free lah ;)

- END - God bless you :D

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I won't pick up the phone .

Sunday, November 15, 2009♥

some things just aren't meant to be .

HELLO ;D

Well, first of all . I've changed my blogskin :) got tired of the last one . Can't click the navigation button thingy wan ): so yeah, I changed it ! ;) P/S i'm eating snacks while blogging right now . haha ! Too hungry, plus I'm alre fat & still eating ! LOL ! :D

Anyway, secondly . School this week has been umm .. hectic you can say . Been busy with art & design clothes , appreciation day practice , ICT work & homework ! D; GOSH ! Have been all over the place man . Felt so fustrated this whole week also together with relationship problems ): I really dono whats wrong with me . I get so sensitive whenever he says stuff that I don't get mad of last time . But now I do, whatever he says that I don't like I just get mad & scold him for no freaking reason . Please somebody just tell me whats wrong with me . & right now, I'm just trying not to be so sensitive anymore . Trying . I can't be . If I'm still acting like this, I'll have to break up him because it's causing so trouble for him to listen to me complain everyday bout the way he speaks & I don't like it . I've no choice );

Anyway, now put out the emo part & let me tell you what song I'm singing this appreciation day :) I'm gonna be singing "Way Back Into Love" by Fish Leong & Pin Guan but originally by Hugh Grant & Dreww Barrymore from the movie "Music & Lyrics" Super niceee :D watch it ! ;D

HAVE FUN ! ;D TILL THEN, GOD BLESS YOU ! xoxo

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I'll never ask for anyone but you .

♥

The sky fell when you dissapeared .
But the sky arised again & it became brighter when you appeared in front of me .

HELLO ;D
I know that it's been a very very long time since I've last updated my blog . Okay well, Appreciation Day is coming up THIS SATURDAY PEOPLE ! :D Also, I've just had the first wedding done last night in Johor ! Woohoo ! One occasion down, TWO MORE to go ! (: Okay, so before Appreciation Day, I'm going to my cousin's house this Friday night for her so called partial wedding . WOOH ! Her wedding is definately gonna be superb man ! Can't wait ! Then this SUNDAY is her ACTUAL WEDDING AT NIGHT AT SUNWAY HOTEL ! SO SUPER CAN'T WAIT AT ALL MAN ! xD Yeah . Also last night I took quite alot of pictures, but will post it up later as I'm gonna have my piano replacement class later at 3.30pm . & lastly, I MISSED CHURCH SERVOCE TODAY D; because that time I was still on the way back from Johor ): it's okay . I'll make sure that I go NEXT SUNDAY ! WOOHOO ! :D
Okay, bye ! :)

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

You ended my heartbeat too .

Sunday, November 8, 2009♥

The long road is coming onto me .

I don't want to take the long road, it's scary and uncomfortable .

HELLO ;D

Will be back soon enough to blog about genting yesterday & what I did today . OKAY ? :D

God bless & loves you always ! :)

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

It's all been said and done .

Saturday, November 7, 2009♥

HELLO ! :D

Short post for tonight :) so our school's appreciation day is held on the 21 November 2009 ! :D WOOHOO ! YAY ! I SO CAN'T WAIT MAN ! But also a lil scared as I'll be performing solo that day, SUPER SCARY MAN ! IN FRONT OF 400 PEOPLE ! OH MY GOSH ! D; Well, I have help from my friends as well . So nth much to worry :) also I'll blog about Wednesday bout what happen okay ? You'll SURELY WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED . LOL ! Okay, good night !
God bless & loves all of you !

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

I'll Keep You My DIRTY LITTLE SECRET !

Sunday, November 1, 2009♥

WELL, GUESS WHO WENT TO AAR LAST NIGHT ...

THAT'S RIGHT ! It's ME :D Oh, & together with my friends of course . HAHA . ;) yeap ! I went with Joy, Jordan, Xiang Xiang, Bryan & one of Jordan's friend . I think the friend's name is Azrul . :) Sorry if I'm wrong . Yeah, it was super fun tho :) taking out all the fights, vulgar words, middle fingers, sweat, hotness, & ALL THE EXOTHERMIC REACTIONS GOING ON OUT THERE .. It was definately fun fun FUN ! ;D So ..

AAR ROCKED SOCKS OFF LAST NIGHT ! :D

Yeah so anyway, before the concert started . I've already LOST XIANG, JOY & JORDAN D; gosh . LOL . Haven't even started leh, then I lost them alre . I wonder how smart is that man ? Haih . Anyways, I also saw Wen Yee there :) heard from my dad that she fainted during the concert, hopes that she got well last night & is able to laugh again . HAHA . Not jinxing okay ? Just saying that cause when you're about to pass out you can't really laugh . Lol . ;) hmm yeah, so I ended up in the whole concert with Bryan . It was okay I guess . At least he protected me from the roudy crowds, lol thanks Bryan (;

Also, there was a commotion going on like just beside me & Bryan . IT's between two fat guys ! xD here's the convo :

black fat guy = BFG

white fat guy = WFG

The WFG was trying to push through the crowd by making way for his friends so that they could come in & the BFG thought that he was purposely pushing him then BFG scolded him,

BFG : HEY ! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM MAN ? WHY DO YOU KEEP PUSHING ME ? WHAT THE F'S YOUR PROBLEM ?
WFG : WHAT ME ? WHAT THE F LAH ! I'M NOT PUSHING YOU ! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ?!
BFG : WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO ?!
& then they kept shouting at each other saying all those vulgar words . LOL . I felt that it's so childish . Ahahah XD I just watched them & kinda like giggled a lil ? x) Then some other people behind were like yelling "HEY DON'T FIGHT , DON'T FIGHT ! MAKE LOVE !" LOL ! :D

Anyway, overall everything went well ! Guess that's all ! Goodnight people ! God bless & loves all of you ! ;))

I want something beautiful to happen .
I want it to happen on me at the right time .

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

When there's her, I'm forgotten .

Saturday, October 31, 2009♥

OKAY, first of all . I'M BACKKKK PEOPLE ! I'M ALIVE AGAIN ! END YEARS ARE FINALLY FREAKING OVERR ! WOOHOO ! YAY ;D Lol, okay .

Secondly, I've found these really crazy retarded pictures of me last time in one of the files I had stored in my laptop :) Hmm . I kinda miss my short straight hair . Tho there's not much changes now but actually my hair longer ;)) Heh .

HELLO WORLD, I'M BRIGHT ALIVE NOW ! :D

Exams are finally over &&& guess whattt ? I'M GOING TO AAR CONCERT TODAY MAN ! WOOH ! SO COOL ;D I'm so freaking excited shit right down to my ass man ! HAHAHAHA xD But I'm going in the afternoon as Joy'll be going there around 3pm I think, so yeah ;) will also be fetching Xiang & Bryan later as their coming over to my house :) so yeah . Haha :D

This week has been hectic for me, so many revision & studying to do . Then I've got other problems to solve & I wonder what's next man . Haih ):

Also, I freaking dono what's wrong with me lately . So many flashbacks of him have been coming back . Yeah well anyway, I don't wanna mention it anymore .

Well then guess I'll stop here for today & come later to update bout tonight then ! bye !

GOD BLESS & LOVES ALL OF YOU !

xoxo

everything is said and done right now,

nothing else can be changed .

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

Everything comes back to You Jesus <3

Sunday, October 25, 2009♥

Think wise & talk wise, it'll build up your character & that's what God cares about most .

But not only your Gifts & Talents ;)

HELLO ;D

OKAY ;D super short & late late update !

First of all, won't be updating for awhile till my end years are over . So pray for me people ! HAHA ! :D LOL ! & secondly, I hate exam week cause it's causing me stress, exhaustion & craziness . GOSH D;

& lastly, that's all !

Also, I enjoyed church today ! Pastor Kevin is back & his preaching today was super nice & meaningful ! I just love it ! (:

Till next week !

xoxo

God bless & loves all of you !

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥

If I wrote a note to God, I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away .

Sunday, October 18, 2009♥

HELLO ;D
Just came from Church first, then lunch :) YES ! Today was quite a touching day for me in church . Wow , the service today was surprisingly touching . Yeah man . I dono how to describe it even . It simply was like a one time thing to see the Worship Leader David to pray for those who want to commit or give their lives to Jesus & also for those who wants to renew their lives . Gosh , it was the best moment ever . I felt tears running down in my eyes . It just felt so calm at that moment . I really don't know what to say but just sing the song the band were singing & pray for them :) I felt so good after church today ! :D

Well also we didn't get to have lunch later on , not so sure why but it's okay . ;) Had lunch with my family x) HEH ! Well , guess that's all for today then ! See you guys ! ;D

God bless & loves all of you !

It ends right there, no more left to tell ♥